Use

Oct. 10th, 2010 11:47 pm
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Title: Use
Pairing: JongKey
Genre: Minor angst, fail!fluff, smut
Rating: NC-17
Summary: When the term "best friend" comes to mean backstage flings
A/N: Based slightly on this comment ... ;___; idek
& Not proofread. I'm a lazy mofo. [unlocked because it is mentioned in another user's post]


Jonghyun’s mind couldn’t process what Kibum was doing.

It started how it always did; fevered kissing, fingernails digging into backs as whoever is in control at that time manages to walk the other into a closet or a dark corner or behind the fucking couch—whichever was closest.

It continued as usual, Kibum wriggling his way out of his clothing, somehow taking Jonghyun’s with it, his hands working through the elder’s hair as their lips crashed together in a heated battle of teeth and lips and low-muttered profanities.

“Fuck,” came Jonghyun’s voice, husky yet sharp, when Kibum’s teeth found their way to his jugular, biting just hard enough to leave a mark. Jonghyun flipped their position, pinning Kibum against the closet (they had managed to find an actual room with an actual door this time) door, a soft thud, a gasp, and a look of pure want from Kibum being his rewards.

They were both far too gone to even consider teasing, and Jonghyun got right down to the point. Dropping to his knees, he was greeted by Kibum’s erect cock straining against the briefs that somehow survived the attack on clothing earlier.

Jonghyun stuck one finger under the elastic waistband of the briefs “Designer brand, don’t you dare fucking rip them,“ came Kibum’s helpful input.

Rolling his eyes, Jonghyun gingerly pulled them down, far too slowly for Kibum’s liking, enjoying every cant of the younger’s hips, and the helpless whine that escaped him at the unbearably light friction.

Absentmindedly licking his lips, Jonghyun gripped the base of Kibum’s cock, looking up for a much unneeded nod of confirmation, and took him in his mouth whole. Kibum was hot and heavy in his throat, he guessed he had been hard and wanting this long before Jonghyun looked at him on stage like that, and ran his hand absently up his thigh, far too high and intimate to be passed as best friend behavior.

Setting a rhythmic pace, Jonghyun allowed Kibum to fuck his throat, being more than compliant as he hummed around the younger boy, soaking up every keen that spilled from him.

Of course, this was as far from normal best friend behavior as it could get, allowing that person to use you, and you using that person as well, for a quick get off, a blow job, a fleeting yet promising touch under the table while smiling for the magazine representative.

Jonghyun’s mind is buzzing with thoughts when he feels Kibum tense under his grip on his hips, and the shallow thrusting becomes more frantic, his breaths leaving and entering him in shuddering waves.

Kibum’s hands card hard through Jonghyun’s hair, pushing him further onto his leaking cock, desperate words spilling from him unknowingly as Jonghyun takes in his entire length, humming louder now, gagging on the spit and precum that’s gathering at the base of his throat—but he can’t really bring himself to care when Kibum freezes inside of him, his sharp intake of breath barely audible as his empties into the other’s waiting mouth, the one name on his lips rolling out.

“Jonghyun,“

Jonghyun lets Kibum’s softening cock slide out of his mouth with a wet pop, and stares at the string of saliva that connects his abused mouth to it, in no hurry to stand up.

Kibum makes a sound above him which breaks Jonghyun out of the trance he had been in since his name left the other’s mouth in such a needy way, and he looks up, his eyes bleary, his vision quaky as he tries to catch his breath.

He is pulled up by Kibum’s hands locking under his arms, set level to Kibum’s face, as level as you can get with such a height difference, anyway.

When Jonghyun doesn’t make a move to kiss him, or even remark at how much of a whore Kibum figured he looked like at the moment, the younger decides to take matters into his own hands, latching his arms around Jonghyun’s neck, interlacing his fingers behind his head.

Resting his head against the door and looking Jonghyun over, Kibum speaks in something barely over a whisper, his voice coated with the sex the small room now reeked of.

“Anything in particular you want me to do?”

The question is so simple, so innocent compared to the much more raunchy situations they’ve been in one thousand times before, but it’s enough for Jonghyun to realize it.

Hair askew and breathing erratic, a soft sheen of sweat glistening across his forehead; this is when Key becomes Kibum; open, wanting, so ready to please, so breakable.

Kibum reaches to wipe Jonghyun’s pouty mouth, dragging his thumb against the swollen bottom lip and smirking at the other boy. His hand travels down his neck, across his slightly heaving chest and play at the hem of his boxers—also forgotten—with lithe fingers, his eyes dilated and clouded over.

“No? Alright then,”

His fingers dance over the hard bulge tenting the boxers while his other hand comes from Jonghyun’s neck, down to his mouth, an unspoken command of suck, and Jonghyun’s body complies as it only knows how to when he’s with Kibum.

Kibum’s other fingers are now hooked under the waistband of Jonghyun’s boxers, easing them down just as slowly as Jonghyun had, enjoying the slightly wince Jonghyun gives when one of his fingernails gently drags across the sensitive skin over his hipbone.

It takes almost all his willpower to reach up and pull Kibum’s fingers out of his mouth, his other hand wrapping lightly around Kibum’s thin wrist and pulling his hand away from his underwear.

He didn’t know what the fuck he was doing as he placed Kibum’s hands back around his neck, and by the time he got both of their underwear back on, he lost all will that was pushing him to do this.

So they stood there, awkward for the first time around each other, their faces five inches apart, sharing the same air.

Jonghyun’s lost every ounce of his resolve after the thirty-fifth time he counted Kibum blink, and lets out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding.

As he moves to pick up the soiled clothing around them, and hopefully gather his thoughts while he does so, he feels Kibum’s arms tighten around him, not physically strong enough to make him stop, but he does anyway.

Jonghyun turns to face the boy again; taking note that all desire and lust have left Kibum’s searching eyes. Kibum lets one of his arms drop to his side, awkwardly tapping his fingernails against the doorframe, calculating.

Jonghyun thinks he wants an answer, an answer to why Jonghyun stopped him like he never did before. Jonghyun was always ready to use his best friend, so geared up to fuck him into whatever surface they happened to be around; so happy to hear the pants and groans spilling from Kibum when he angled his hips just so and had the younger boy writhing and coming in his arms.

The problem is, Jonghyun doesn’t have an answer, and he doesn’t know why he stopped Kibum’s eager hands, because God knows he wanted it, God knows he needed release like no other.

But apparently Jonghyun wasn’t out of his fucking mind like he thought, because Kibum leans forward, his breathing suddenly ten times faster, his fist—the one that wasn’t digging into the back of Jonghyun’s hair—clenching and unclenching in such pure nervousness, an emotion the elder had never seen from the guarded, sharp-tongued boy.

It’s just a peck, really, a gentle, chaste kiss on the lips, but it’s all the answers Jonghyun couldn’t think of just seconds ago.

No, Jonghyun really couldn’t process what Kibum was doing, what he himself was doing as he gathered up the discarded clothing and helped the weak-kneed Kibum get dressed. He didn’t know what he was doing when he wound his arm around Kibum’s waist, receiving a worried look in return, but making no move to remove it, or when he led Kibum into his bedroom, an unspoken welcome to spend the night.

It takes an hour for Kibum to relax in his arms after much fret and fuss over being caught, and the countless why’s filling Jonghyun’s ears. It takes him another thirty-four minutes to get used to the feeling of Jonghyun’s hand running up and down the small of his back, making no move to go lower.

It’s new and it’s strange, touching but not fucking, kissing but not fighting for dominance, but it’s something Jonghyun could get used to.

Jonghyun wakes up the next morning to Kibum curled up in his side, breathing soft and metrical, and turns his head slightly to plant a kiss on top of Kibum’s head, sighing as the scent of his shampoo fills his nose.

Date: 2010-10-11 07:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gigiettu.livejournal.com
Jonghyun just wants to cuddle so sweet <3

I love both your jongkeys you should write more in the future

Date: 2010-10-11 06:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
1) Thank you so much for reading, and the generous compliment. ;A; I will make sure to write more JongKey, considering how much I read in the first place...
2) Icon love.

Date: 2010-10-11 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gigiettu.livejournal.com
I look forward to those future icons :P

tehee thsnks

Date: 2010-10-11 08:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] consumedia.livejournal.com
What a coincidence to run into a fic by you on the same night! This is my first time commenting on a 'fic as I usually withdraw out of shyness and incoherency, but I enjoyed this immensely.

The dialogue and progression are great reflections of their personas, and I love that it goes beyond hot smut and continues into character/relationship development. The best part is that it felt genuine, I could picture the two going through this process in reality, and their mutual conclusion held weight rather than cotton candy fluff.

I look forward to seeing more of your work ♥

Date: 2010-10-11 06:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
I can't even formulate a good enough thank you for such an amazing lovely perfect wonderful comment. ;____;
I wasn't sure about the fluff, considering I see my strong point being angst, but thank you so much for the positive feedback!
I just got home from school, and am taking a look at your fic right now. It's amazing so far, I can't wait to read more.
Again, thank you so much. ;O;

Date: 2010-10-11 08:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shade-of-kim.livejournal.com
the ending killed me. ♥

Date: 2010-10-11 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
Ahaha, in a good way I hope. D8

Date: 2010-10-12 11:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shade-of-kim.livejournal.com
yes, very. thus, the ♥~ hehe

Date: 2010-10-11 08:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jongkeyisreal.livejournal.com
This is hot.. love the descriptions.. I can clearly see Jongkey fuckery in front of me 8DD

and the ending is so sweet. perfect jongkey :3

Love this <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

Date: 2010-10-11 06:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
JongKey fuckery is something that should be televised, in HD. 8D
Thank you for reading. c: <3

Date: 2010-10-11 09:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hangoverday.livejournal.com
I can't even. Hope you speak Tumblr.

Okay so I think I fell in love with this fic. Hope you don't mind me marrying it.

Date: 2010-10-11 06:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
I end up speaking it in real life, OTL
Be my guest; marry it, rape it, have a child with it, I'm just glad you enjoyed it enough to want to. 8D ♥

Date: 2010-10-11 09:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jongkeylove17.livejournal.com
i love this it was smexy, but the ending was really sweet! cuddling is so much better than sex kekeke

Date: 2010-10-11 07:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
MTE, cuddling JongKey means so much more to me than hotkinkybackstagesex!JongKey...even though that's nice, too. 8D
Thank you for reading. ♥

Date: 2010-10-11 10:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bopeep-achu.livejournal.com
awww the ending is cute XDD
beginning was sexy;; rawr XD

Date: 2010-10-11 07:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
:B Awwwe thank you. ♥
Sexy JongKey is a good thing :,D

@_@

Date: 2010-10-11 05:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cristine1001.livejournal.com
oh, this is epic! Love this, maybe a little too much! >_<

Re: @_@

Date: 2010-10-11 07:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, it really means a lot. D8 ♥

Date: 2010-10-11 08:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] twinklespink.livejournal.com
Oh my goooshhh.
Did I give you naughty thoughts.. but i'm just a simple girlie.. muHAHH!
but anywyas, it would soooo work with a sequel.. ya know.. if you aren't too tired :P

Date: 2010-10-11 11:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
I somehow managed to throw this together in like an hour.
A sequel word surely kill me.

.... ;___; -huddles in corner writing-

Date: 2010-10-11 10:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jongmalai.livejournal.com
cute omfg that was so cute I love it

Date: 2010-10-11 11:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
;O; Thank you for reading & loving. ♥

Date: 2010-10-12 01:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jishu.livejournal.com
hot yet sweet <3

Date: 2010-10-12 01:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
Thank you for reading & commenting. :B

Date: 2010-10-15 01:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ponyatf.livejournal.com
"...a fleeting yet promising touch under the table while smiling for the magazine representative."
OHMY JONGKEY! I so can imagine this to happen, AHAHAHAHAAH!!!

I enjoyed it very much, soooo much hotness and just a wonderful ending... i am in the best mood now after reading this, kekekeke

~ Thanks a lot for sharing!!!

<3333333

Date: 2010-10-15 02:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
Glad you enjoyed it (:
Thank you for reading, loving and commenting on both my fics. <3 <3

Date: 2010-10-15 02:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ponyatf.livejournal.com
Kekekee, u're very welcome!
Hope to read more from u!!

<333333333

Date: 2010-10-15 04:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaybee38.livejournal.com
Wow. That was. Wow. It was almost as if the moment the words left Key's mouth, Jonghyun realized that he was just using him and he hated himself or felt guilty or something. Nice!

Date: 2010-10-15 05:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
Thank you so much. ♥
I'm glad you liked it. C:

Date: 2010-10-15 09:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] finnish-pirate.livejournal.com
omg that was really cute and sweet. ♥
I love the ending <3

Date: 2010-12-08 04:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] luvcyzx.livejournal.com
hehe, i love the ending where jjong finally decides to love key as a lover, step by step hehe instead of just a sex friend~ <3

Date: 2011-07-14 01:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] keiko-lily.livejournal.com
After quoting this fic on Tumblr (the-ambulant-strawberry), I told myself "wait, I should leave a comment, it won't hurt and this fic deserves all of the world's love."

The fact that I'm not gifted with words is not the only reason that makes me say that words are not enough to describe this, because really it's not. I could talk about how beautifully this is written, about your unique style, the words' arrangement etc but I think that letting you know what this fic made me FEEL would be better. Well, at least that's what I think...

This right here just made it to my top 5 favourite JongKey fics. Ever. And I've read a bunch.
It's just "them". I know that we fans would never know what is really going on off-camera but to me what little Jonghyun and Key show off on-camera is a reality. And this is THEM.

I think I should extend my fanfiction reading standards to other fics than the NC-17 ones but JongKey, with all their skinship and passionate gazes (those damned gazes), makes me crave smut.
But this, this goes far beyond smut and it made me frown with hesitation at the middle of my reading and smile like an idiot at the end, the transition so smooth and perfect and necessary and qsisqgfhqgsisqfbn. And JongKey smut is way more entertaining with feelings and it makes the fangirl in me so so happy.

I should stop now (this is long yet not enough) and thank you for writing and sharing this; so thank you.
^^.

Date: 2011-07-14 02:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unodoseskimo.livejournal.com
Oh my god sweetie I am like sobbing rn. ;~~~;
This comment is so gorgeous and perfect and I feel so s;ldfkjasdfl;kj

I don't even know how to say what I want to other than thank you, thank you,
thank you a million times over. It really means so much to me. I can't. I don't. GUH

You have officially reduced me to a blubbering mess of Jaeyu.
Writing this actually took a lot out of me because I was trying so
hard to make it "them" and I'm so glad you think I accomplished that.

let me just hug you forever, yes?

Date: 2011-08-04 12:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] keiko-lily.livejournal.com
It's just now that I'm reading your reply so excuse me for the lateness OTL. And LiveJournal has been so mean to me lately ;__;

Ahh, I'm happy if I did bring you, with my comment, the 1/10 of joy and emotion this fanfic (and all the others I already read from you for that matter)brought me. Because commenting is my only mean to reciprocate.
It's so "them" that it hurts, believe me.

Yes, I'll hug you back forever too~

(Off to read your last DooSeob. I'm so late OTL)
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